mayday i think we're coming down with something are you down with that? my love i used to feel less than nothing can you remember that? i try but everything just feels much darker i'm like a ship without a pier i try i'm drowning in some other harbour when suddenly it all feels clear you're there everybody everywhere has heard the news from drayton valley to new orleans while i was busy thinking that it can't be true you're writing my obituary and i, am losing you say i, am losing you mayday things are only getting brighter can you see just yet? my love i think it's time we forgive things that i can't forget i try but everything just feels much farther there's no going back out there i try but you just try to make things harder and suddenly it all seems queer you're there everybody everywhere has heard the news from tokyo to calgary while i was busy thinking that it can't be true you're writing my obituary and i, am losing you say i, am losing you well, well, well, say, ay-e-ay if indecision's what we've faced then i'll say, ay-e-ay that in the end hell's commonplace and i'll save, my best i'll put you down beside myself and i'll save, my best from you cause i'm a low class, weeaboo, trap loving piece of shit but i'm who i need right now and you're the most selfish person i've ever met so this isn't working out! i'll save, my best i'll put you down beside myself and i'll save, my best from you everybody everywhere has heard the news from edmonton to surrey while i was busy thinking that it can't be true you're writing my obituary you're sleeping in the commissary you know you're better off without me i, am losing you say i, am losing you

hey there, it's nice to see you do you wanna hear my name? we've known each other for years but it's not quite the same i get knocked down again and i'm fine, just fine it doesn't really mean as much when you hear it all the time but you know i'll never leave you alone so don't go leaving me out just yet leave it alone i don't understand what's inside your head when you're alone i can't help but wanna help when you wanna be alone your friends are fucking assholes mine are too but i'll still like all of them as long as they like you i ask you how you're doing you're fine, just fine you lie straight to my face time, after time but you know i'll never leave you alone bit by bit we're connected this far leave it alone we never really actually got that far am i just begging you for sympathy? oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah what am i asking you? what are you asking me! please please can you tell me what it is cause it's eating me alive there's no use in pushing all of us out when you're dying on the inside you know i'll never leave you alone i said you know i'll never leave you alone you know i'll never leave you alone i don't understand my mind let alone yours leave it alone so let's get drunk and complain about how we're sore! cause i'm so-o-o neurotic and filled with nervous energy and you're so-o-o psychotic so come on stage and scream with me ah, a-a-ah, ah a a a ah ah ah, a-a-ah, ah a a a ah ah i know you'll never leave me alone i said i know you'll never leave me alone

my darling Emily you're a pure hearted girl i'm gonna show you the world that's what I said hide it in boxes and behind hotel doors i fall through the floor and come out all clean but I know, oh, that it's not for the best and I know, oh, that I'm gonna have to rest but all of my friends aren't enough like me! my darling Emily something's not right it's a sign of the times that's what you said should I feel hopeless? or should I feel dread? when it's all in my head i can't break free but I know, oh, there's things I can't change and I know, oh, that I'm acting the same but all of my friends are too much like me! all of my friends are just like me hopeless, dead ends in this dead city if I never see you again, I won't be soothed i'm drowning in dysphoria, I've got nothing to lose ooh, ooh, I've got everything to lose! but if I can't stop feeling this way, then I just might! please answer me so I can sleep tonight! she's locked in my head and it's not alright! my darling Emily i'm a useless man and I can't pretend to be anything else

sirens in the night come crawling out in a melody and when my blood runs dry i know that they will come for me but not tonight you got drugs to numb my mind and pain to block out the memories and you'll find, that in time that you are all that is left of me what i'm trying to say doesn't matter anyway what i'm trying to say doesn't matter anyway my head is a wasteland (they're preying on summer) where is my fellow man? (we hunt and kill one another!) drifting falling out of time you try your best to stay in line but i know, oh i know that's how the story goes you, do you wanna be you i sure hope you do cause you got nothing left to lose you, do you wanna be you i sure hope you do cause you got nothing left to lose take your time and take your pills change your name prep the kill you gotta carve your face into the shape they want from you what do you have to lose? my head is a wasteland (they're preying on summer) where is my fellow man? (we hunt and kill one another!) my head is a wasteland (they're preying on summer) where is my fellow man? (we hunt and kill one another!) drifting falling out of time you try your best to stay in line but i know, oh i know that's how the story goes i hear the song in the distance i know i can't help but listen you just keep laying there staring at the ceiling but i can't stop throwing up just for the feeling i said oh, oh my love put me to rest i said oh, oh my love put me to rest // soup can life teeth on metal spoons off-white paste life is crumbs unwashed dishes broken door knobs i am not me though i was, three days adorned in splatters of gold vibrant red seeping oozing crawling emanating from me violet bliss it doesn't matter where you go it doesn't matter what you plan it doesn't matter who you tell you'll be back to blue skies soon enough lukewarm showers stomach aches more doctors more debt more soup this is not my life this is his i empty my bowl and i put on my jacket

go on and drag me down to your abyss don't need a funeral i won't be missed you got a run run, runaway heart but if i never stop crying then we'll never start i wanna see your blood in the sand get closer baby hear my every demand i want your cigarette on my lips i really really really really wanna put you to rest you look at me like what the fuck have you said bury me baby you're the glorious dead i got a bad bad case, of your disease and if i get what i want then i'll never be free i wanna carve your name in my scalp i wanna run till my lungs run out i want your cigarette on my lips i really really really really wanna put you to rest i'm sick of dreaming girl it's gotta be felt i love your bones i wanna hollow them out i need to get you out scream and shout i really really wanna know, what you're talking about i wanna carve your name in my scalp i wanna run till my lungs run out i want your cigarette on my lips you gotta tie me down bleed me out put me to rest!

i've been trying to write you a love song but when i try all my words seem to come out wrong i love this city and i love your cracked skin on my skin i hold you gently and get ready to leave you once again and i'm lying on the airport floor praying that you'll never let me know you don't wanna do this anymore i'm trying hard not to let it show that you're the love of my life but still i'll catch my flight away from you tonight oh, oh, o o o please don't let me go oh, oh, o o o oh, oh, o o o please don't let me go oh, oh, o o o i can't imagine what it'd be like to have to leave you and so i'm counting down the days till i can see you your callused hands make me feel dizzy in my dreams, and in my sleep i dream of what i long to tell you when i'm awake and i'm far too weak and i'm lying on the airport floor praying that you'll never let me know you don't wanna do this anymore i'm trying hard not to let it show that you're the love of my life but still i'll catch my flight away from you tonight oh, oh, o o o please don't let me go oh, oh, o o o oh, oh, o o o please don't let me go oh, oh, o o o and i could be wrong but i think that i could never grow to hate you and i could be wrong but i think i'll try to let you know how i feel about you cause when i'm lying in your soft warm arms it doesn't matter who i really am so swing by at the end of the night and we'll get drunk and sing until we can't stand this love's too much, too young, too good to last but when i fall apart will you please hold my hand? oh, oh, o o o please don't let me go oh, oh, o o o oh, oh, o o o please don't let me go oh, oh, o o o

i think i'm starting to lose my mind your cocaine daydreams left me blind and all those years i left behind wasted breath and wasted time and i, i don't know why i'm always too proud to live and too scared to die so, imagine my surprise i saw her standing next to me her twilight eyes, her midnight sea even though she's just a dream she took my hand and i said let me get dressed up again and we'll go out soon drink until i can collapse and fall back into you and it's true, oh it's true gray's my favourite colour after all is said and done you're the only lover i ever loved i don't know where i'm supposed to go i haven't been myself for weeks and i can't be, what i wanna be for fear of pissing off the people that i don't give a fuck about and i, i think it's a crime and i, think you're so divine and i, i don't wanna die my darling emily you're living in sin you know you can't win so why the fuck do i try? should it be hopeless or should i be dead? i'm trapped in my head and i gotta break free when all of my friends aren't enough like me when all of my friends aren't enough like me and i, i think it's a sign i'm always too scared to live and too proud to die so, imagine my surprise i watched her walk away from me her twilight eyes don't leave me be god, please tell me i'm paralyzed, i'm paralyzed let me get packed up again and i'll grow up soon you know you're my only friend, i fucking loved this room and it's true, oh it's true gray's my favourite colour after all is said and done you're the only lover i ever loved