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Doubt
04:26
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got up this morning, got out of bed into my car
don't know where i'm going, just know that i'm not going far
look up at the stars in the sky and i see your face
don't know why but i stop for a minute and gaze
'cause you know that we're not the lucky ones, and that's okay
and i don't know where we're going, or if i should really stay
'cause i don't know what closure is, but i might find out
in the end, we'll keep breathing, i'm filled with doubt
you put me off course, off track, derailed me like a freight
i wanna run away, but i get the feeling it's too late
but that's okay, i didn't like my old life anyways
take it and break it and leave me, here in this place
'cause you know that we're not the lucky ones, and that's okay
and i don't know where we're going, or if i should really stay
'cause i don't know what closure is, but i might find out
in the end, we'll keep breathing, i'm filled with doubt
ooh, ooh, that's not true
at least not to me
is it to you?
don't know where else to come from, don't know what else to say
with all our cards out on the table, i'll put 'em down another way
'cause my car smells like you, and i don't wanna get food, for the fear that that will go away
so i sit in my room, and I'm alone in the gloom, cause i'm holding out to love you another day
and i'm not OTP, but I'm trying my best
i've read enough head canon to fill my chest
and if my heart is a kickdrum, then you're an M9
i feel punch drunk around you can you tell me the time?
'cause i'd be lying if i said that i wasn't in love
and i'm dying just to say that i can't get enough
and i'm sorry that i couldn't be better
and i'm sorry that i suck at saying things so we have to keep going and fucking doing this!
and i don't know where we're going, but I know that i will stay
and i don't know what closure is, but i might find out
in the end, we'll keep breathing, i have no doubt
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Emily
04:32
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my darling Emily
you're a pure hearted girl
i'm gonna show you the world
that's what I said
hide it in boxes
and behind hotel doors
i fall through the floor
and come out all clean
but I know, oh, that it's not for the best
and I know, oh, that I'm gonna have to rest
but all of my friends aren't enough like me!
my darling Emily
something's not right
it's a sign of the times
that's what you said
should I feel hopeless?
or should I feel dread?
when it's all in my head
i can't break free
but I know, oh, there's things I can't change
and I know, oh, that I'm acting the same
but all of my friends aren't enough like me!
all of my friends are just like me
hopeless, dead ends in this dead city
if I never see you again, I won't be soothed
i'm drowning in dysphoria, I've got nothing to lose
ooh, ooh, I've got everything to lose!
but if I can't stop feeling this way, then I just might!
please answer me so I can sleep tonight!
she's locked in my head and it's not alright!
my darling Emily
i'm a useless man
and I can't pretend
to be anything else
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Throws
03:27
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time is a wreck on the ocean
i can't go through with my motions
i hope we can make it, don't know what will break it
i know you know that
you make the call and then i'll take the fall and
we're right back off track
and time, after time
you watch me die
and try, as i might
you can't see i'm
one step closer
to falling apart again
the way i look, there is no other, ooh
you're holding my heart again
you, you and me we don't talk that often
i know there really isn't that much to say
but i hope we can say it cause i'm so frustrated at
what we've come to
my life is a hellhole of drugs and depression but
that won't break you
and time, after time
you watch me die
and try, as i might
you can't see i'm
one step closer
to falling apart again
the way i look, there is no other, ooh
you're holding my heart again
ooh, to the throws
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